Peace

Finally found some piece. Well, not finally, I wasn't doing too bad. I believe I mentioned here how I could tell I was growing because I wasn't in prime anxiety mode over the election. I was in bed that night at 8:30 and that feels like forever ago.

What also feels like forever is the fact that I have been struggling with a broken AC.

Photo byVladislav Nikonovon - Unsplash

That finally ended today! Got a new unit and sitting in the cool air. Its amazing how the stress level dropped as soon as I knew I could get it fixed. I had to wait a few days before it could happen but it was cool outside and, as I said, I knew I could get it done. Now, a part of me feels as if that is not how it should have been. I feel like I should have handled it better and allowed things to flow through me and not get affected by them, but another part of me says it is fine. After all, I'm still fairly new to all this so I can't expect to be at the point where it all just clicks. Yet, I can't help but feel like a little bit of a failure for not doing that.

But, I have to remember, today was a good day. I got some writing done. I'm posting here, I'm in a good mood and nothing is especially pressing on me right now.

I am going to try and stay in the moment and resonate here for a bit and hope more things come my way!

- Invisible Man!